Why should I be asking if you love me? Why should I be asking myself if he thinks I'm beautiful? Why should I be wondering how he feels? Maybe because he doesn't tell me enough...he says these are questions that shouldn't need to be asked....I say well if I heard what I needed more they wouldn't be. All I want to do is love him...but he makes it so hard sometimes. Hes my first love but things have changed...I wish they had remained the same. He still gives me goosebumps sometimes...when he looks into my eyes...but then his bad treatment towards me makes me want to lose my mind. He's never laid a hand on me...but sometimes I wish he had because maybe it would feel better than to feel this sad. I love him but my friends say I'm a fool...and that hes making all the rules. He calls the shots and this and that but they know that I love him and that is that. Maybe I am blinded by things of the past...but this feeling is something that will last and last.Birth sign: Pisces
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