Lost without you

by Hope - Virgo

I am lost without you, how could I not see that you be leaving me just when I finally saw all the mistakes I made, you walked out.
You say you still care , you do not realize what it is doing to me.
you playyour games and expected me to be waiting, but the game was played on me, why I chose to not see.
life without you is going to be very hard because I will still see you but not able to touch you theway we use to touch.
I am alittle lost right now and trying to find the peace within to cope with the lost.
you found someone eise to make you happy without trying for one last time.
sio I will leave you, you will find someone else to share your bed and your thought , maybe take the last remaining thing we have together our child, yes she will demand your attention but your new one will make you choose between  the two.
But you will so forget all those "butterfly" kisses from the one who loves you even if you are not the perfect dad. 
but you will want to make your new one happy  so you will forget about her like you did your frist child.
So I wish you luck and hope you are able to keep this one. 
because I apparently not what you wanted I will miss the time we spent together.
I willtreasure those moments especially when our little girl was born , I saw how happy you werethen I wish I could bring it back , God I wish I could bring it all back.
Just remember I will always have a soft spot where you resided at for a very long time.
Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2001-07-21 10:55:45
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:43
Poem ID: 64009

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