As I sat there and thought, I wondered "Am I doing the right thing?" I certainly wasn't sure. I was so nervous, even though I tried not to show it. "What would you think?" Maybe it shouldn't have mattered. But it did. It mattered so much to me. As everything always does. I was terrified you'd notice everything wrong with me. Every time I watch a beautiful girl walk by me I wonder, "Why would a guy go for me with her out there?" And I still don't know the answer. But you for some reason, you had some kind of confidence in me. Something I couldn't understand, but maybe something I also shouldn't question. Even though I had only been with you for a few hours, I felt incredible. I wasn't uncomfortable and I just wanted it to last. Those hours were great to me. Sweet as chocolate and candy. Relaxing with someone who I could tell would be a great friend. As our time ended, I wondered what you were thinking. And yet I still don't know, I hope they were good thoughts. And as I was leaving, you kissed me. An incredible rush ran from my lips, to my fingers, all the way down to my toes. It was great, something I'd love to repeat. And I hope sometime, you'll give me that chance. A chance for a new beginning, a beginning for myself. Maybe, just maybe, a new confidence, For a girl who used to smile every minute of every day. A new beginning, a fresh new start, all because of a new friendship.Birth sign: Aquarius
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