Somtimes...

by Aundria - Gemini

Somtimes i'm happy
Somtimes i'm sad
Somtimes i'm confused
and its all because of you.
 Somtimes i'm scurred
Somtimes i'm brave
Somtimes i'm frustrated
and its all because of you.
 Somtimes i'm ferious
Somtimes i'm depressed
Somtimes all I wanna do 
is curl up in a ball an die
and its all because of you.
 You came into my life
You were so perfect
You always knew what to say
You always made things better
 Why was it all a lie?
Why did you lead me on?
Why did you say you loved me?
Why did I belive you?
Why cant I let you go?
  What do you want from me?
 You built my confidence
You made me feel special 
You made me feel beautiful
  But most important, you made me feel loved
 Why was it all a lie?
Why me of all people?
 Somtimes I wanna forget
Somtimes I remember
I remember the words
I remember the feelings
I remeber the way you held me
I remember the way you kissed me
  But most of all I remember you
 Will you ere let me go?
Will you ere tell me the truth?
 Somtimes I wonder if you ere even loved me
Somtimes I feel like all I was was a joke
Somebody to mess w/
Sombody to see how good you could minipulate people
  Why me?
  Why me?
 Somtimes I wonder why ur like this.
What made you so messed up 
So unsecure that you are know like this
 Why the hell I still love you
You broke my heart
Led me on
Made me feel so low
Made me wanna die
Made me totally doubt myself
 So why?
Why do I still love you?

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this poem not to piss nebody off but to find away to "vent" feelings that i have held back an not really ere delt w/.    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2001-07-26 16:58:04
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:45
Poem ID: 64135

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