Dear mom, Right now I should be happy, but I can't forget the past, the drugs, the lies the lonliness, and growing up way too fast. Maybe things would be different if you had shown me what to do , no kid should have to go through the shit that I went through. How could you keep hurting me? I often wondered why, Now I'm all fucked up inside, How could you be so blind?! The "shit" you did causesd so much pain, I said I wouldn't do it ever,it's ironic to think that now the "shit" has brought us closer together. Even though life seems better now, I will always feel this pain, If only you would have woken up sooner, and realized you needed to change. I should be happy you're here now, But I know you're not here to stay, Because of everthing you've done your life's the price you have to pay.
Reason for writing:
mom used heroin/contracted hepatitisC now shes dying
Birth sign: Virgo
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