scared of love

by loz - Cancer

I was slowly slipping into your mind body and soul
Slowly leaving that cold dark hole
Slowly learning what love could really be
Untill i grew  scared of being happy

I ripped every part of me out that belonged to you
Lay naked on the wet floor just because i wanted to
Had to feel the pain consume me once again
And beg one more time for it to be the end

Never wanted to leave the warmness you offered 
But knew that it was time to be forgotten
So i am alone now just like it should be
No more you and no more me

Reason for writing:

    finally starting to realise how happy i could be and i couldnt handle it so i went back to being alone    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-07-30 04:37:49
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:47
Poem ID: 64203

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