The phone rang last night Right after I had just downed a bottle of pills It was you and when you had learned what I did It sent through your body nothing but chills. You've always known that I'm suicidal And after yesterday you should understand I just lost my world to another girl She even wears his ring on her hand. You asked me if it was what I wanted And of course, I replied with a solid yes So you told me that you wouldn't try to talk me out of it Since I've convinced that it's for the best. You stayed on the phone with me the rest of the night Till morning when I got up and was sick You took that opportunity to hang up on me and call the hospital Seems like the ambulance was here so quick. I didn't know what was going on around me But I recognized some of the ambulance personnel They were the ones who came and got me before I heard them whisper to one another that I wasn't doing too well. They told me to just hold on And we would be at the hospital soon I guess I must have listened to them Because I woke up in a hospital room. They let me go this afternoon And the doc updosed my depression pills I hate taking those things, they never work But he told me to come back in a month and he'll give me a refill. I'm feeling much better about everything And I thank you for doing what you did But the next time I hope you don't catch me So good-bye to everyone, I can bid Life, for me, has not been an easy existence And I suppose some things just really push me over the edge Sometimes it seems so beautiful and I just want to stay But then other times I just wish I could step off the ledge.Birth sign: Pisces
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