A thought...amplified in my head A moment to ponder A moment to scream. The events of my life ...taken me to the extreme At least in my eyes Am I insane? To start out happy and then dissolve...to almost nothingness Or maybe just insanity Close to nothiing. With what am I left...a constant fear Of failure Of digrace Of meaningless memories. Who can hear me...actually understand Mother? Oh, no. Father? Who's that? Where did it disappear? My family...Where? To speak of love and of understanding Is to wonder in awe No, I lie... Love and understanding...is apparent in my life If only I still look strong. For me to hurt is unthinkable Me? Who are you kidding? I'm too strong. Right? Right. I have no feelings. Only to pacify the others. When they hurt. When they cry. I take control...make them feel alright. Only then am I allowed to cry. Silently... at night. By myself... so no one gets discouraged. Cause I'm always alright. Right?
Reason for writing:
what do you think?
Birth sign: Gemini
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