that feeling

by Samantha Lowe - Scorpio

you know that feeling
where you just want to throw up
the pain, its just so heavy on your chest...
you want to cough it all up
and you go to
but... it all gets caught
everytime that you try
and the tears just keep coming and coming
until you cant cry anymore
because you let so much out that you're completely empty
yet you still feel like someone 4 times your size
is sitting there on your stomach
your face gets hot and clammy
your hands shake
your heart begins to pound so damn hard
that your ears and head hurt
you're so uncontrollably dizzy 
you don't want to sit down 
or wait, change that
you can't sit down
because everytime you try to stay busy
watch tv, read, maybe even talk to someone
you can't
you just can't concentrate at all
the pain is just so strong
why must we love someone so much
that everytime our hearts break
we have this same feeling over and over
where we feel we don't have the strength anymore to go on?
Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2001-08-02 16:55:35
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:48
Poem ID: 64257

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