we lay on the bed, the only ones awake, i had never felt like that, totally and trully safe, i looked into your eyes, tears sliding down my cheeks, from pure happyness, i never thought we'd meet, finally i had a place, i knew what i wanted in life, to bear your children, and be your loving wife, we planned everything, no doubt clouding over us, naming our dog even, we were that inlove, i see those memories, swirling in my head, and kick myself so hard, for letting our dreams drop dead, i didnt even think, when i told you goodbye, i didnt even want you, i didnt even cry, then you ask me, what my happiest memory is, and i realise it was us, and i turned it to shit, i will live with this regret, burning deep in my soul, because i know i lost you, and i will be alone when i grow old.
Reason for writing:
no matter who i am with or marry or fuck or speak to i know i will be alone when i am doing it because i let my soulmate go.
Birth sign: Cancer
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