Crawl Into

by Samantha Lowe - Scorpio

I crawl into the smallest hole
The smallest world
The smallest bubble
One can dream
Or
Shall we say
One can fear
Everytime you come close
Try to pry into my head
Come closer 
To me
Watch me as I 
Crawl away
Into a ball
Inside my own head
Don't touch me
I will bite
Don't try to talk me out
Out
Of 
This 
World
This hole
I want to die here
Curled up in this world
This hole
This bubble
I'll lie to myself 
Tell myself I'm still breathing.

Reason for writing:

    when people confront me face-to-face about what happened to me this past year, i cant talk. its not that i dont want to go to therapy. i just cant talk face-to-face. its as though i put myself in my own little bubble    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2001-08-06 20:41:26
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:49
Poem ID: 64313

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