Well, its been a while since we have been one It seems like forever When it was first over I felt like someone just came in and took my soul Everything that I been working for Now I have a new boyfriend he is kind of like you Really tall smokes weed like you cares for me and wants me to be around 24-7 but, for some reason I can only think about you when I kiss him when I hug him when we are in the car together your on my mind well, me and my boyfriend broke up it was for the best he hit the wall and really scared me now he wants to get back together I don't think so well, here I am again at point A starting all over again here comes another guy I told him that I wouldn't do anything with him unless we were going out.. so he asked me out Me being dumb I said "Yes" It never crossed my mind why he asked me out then we were sitting on his bed he wanted me to give him my virginity I told him "No" he said "fine.. we are over then" Well here I am once again starting at point A I am so sick of this game called love I am the one that is always getting hurt over and over again Well, I met a really cool guy on-line today he really swept me off my feet I didn't think I could feel like this again Wow, a month has gone by we are still going strong talking everyday if we don't talk theses an e-mail or even a phone call He used the L world today I'm not so sure I should say it back well here we are in the 2nd month everything is kinda going down hill now we talk once a week if that he fight everytime we talk I don't know how much longer I can do this Here comes the second month I can't deal with this anymore communication is the key to a relationship we are lacking that Well, I told him it was over today well, once again here I am at point a all over again Me and this kid at school started talking we write too each other I don't think it will be more then a friendship We thought we should give this whole thing a try I know it will end soon He is young for me I don't think he is right for me I know age shouldn't matter but I miss my ex Well we broke up today I had feelings for my ex he didn't want me to be sad all the time we thought it would be for the best Well I talked to my ex today It seems like he misses me in his life today I never thought we would get back together but we are back together now I hope it isn't like it was before That killed me not being able to touch my boyfriend You wouldn't guess what happen today I met my boyfriend Yeah, the one I met on-line I didn't have faith that we would ever meet but we did this seems to good to be true Well three months down the road I called it quits I didn't want to but i know that never talking to him wasn't cool he seems so hurt I am so scared I don't know what to do so much stuff is going on what if he is my soul mate? I dumped my soul-mate! Well it has been about a week single life sucks no one to call your own I miss my ex a lot I talked to my ex today on the phone he said he wasn't sure if he should ever talk to me again wow! that hurt It feels worst then it did when we broke up I am just so unsure we are going back out after 22 days I don't know what it is about him this shit is so real and I can't let him go I just hope it works out for the best this time
Reason for writing:
What inspired me to write this poem is really the end of it. Me and my boyfriend went out 3 times. I have so many feelings for him and I just cant seem to let go of him. He will never fully understand how I feel about him but, maybe by him reading this poem he will get a hint. So if you meet your guy or girl on-line don't lose hope like I did 2 times. Not being able to see each other sucks but when you do get to see your boy or girl you will be so much more thankful. If any of you guys ever need a friend.. Just give me a holla at GiNa_O0o@hotmail.com I will try to help you.
Birth sign: Capricorn
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