As I gaze up into the stars I am reminded of your eyes though the brilliance of the night sky can not even compare to thee, you my love, are magical Youre like the sun, you make me glow Having your acceptance gave me life But then one day the moon lost its beauty, I no longer cared to lie in the grass and be in awe of it all and thats the day I lost you, I lost everything You took with you my heart and soul, it felt like you reached down and took the very air from my lungs, I couldnt breathe without you Actually I dont know if I even wanted to, I wanted to cry and never stop, but I was too depressed to even shed a tear My whole world became pointless I saw no reason to my existence It was like someone had covered the sun and all the light was gone, the sky was gray and cloudy, rain was all i could see in my future, storms and sorrow I never wanted to face the world again, just lock myself away and hide so my heart would never have to feel any pain It took me so long to put the pieces back of my broken-shattered heart and I cant stand to think that I'd ever have to pick up those fragments of crumbled soul again, the ones that you had left behind and not even cared to try to replace You are like an awful rotten thief, you stole my sanity, I feel crazy and hopeless, I'm losing my mind in your absence I know for my own good I need to move on and let these feelings for you go or I'll only have myself to blame for this heartache I loved you, I truly loved you and it blows my mind that our whole time together meant nothing to you, i dont know if I want to believe that or pass it off as another of the many lies youve told For now I'll try each day to forget until one day, you my love, are all faded from my mind and I can once again look at the stars in the night sky and smileBirth sign: Cancer
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