As I sit bt this desk, as numd as can be. why you could not see, that I have lost too. but you only cared about "you lost and your feeelings" you did not think of what your little "weekenders" done to your kids especially your little girl , while you went to another womans arms , I held her while she cried . you had cared nothing of your kids feelings or of mine since you strayed. you lied to me and others for so long , we can't not tell when you tell the truth. you had expected me to jump up and be happy ,after all the love and time I have spent on you. you expected me to find me someone new ,thats easy said than done. but instead i stayed and trying hard to change my ways trying to please which was a joke that I could not see. even when there was no hope I still hung on. I teied endind my life when I knew no other way. I only wanted to stop the pain, I only wanted to go to sleep and never wake up , everyone would be better if Iwas never beibg a human just a thought, for everone who knew I had these lost feelings , when I decided to end it all.
Reason for writing:
the person knows who he is I just hope he is happy with what he has done.
Birth sign: Virgo
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