suicide

by Angel - Aquarius

if i should die before i wake,
it was the consiquence of my self hate,
tell my so called friends for their sake you didnt find me at the bottom of a lake,
i was hurt and i was sad and i hope that you feel bad,
of all of you that couldnt see my suicide wasnt influenced by me,
inside i was empty,now i'm wishing you feel guilty,
heres to show your actions affected me.

Reason for writing:

    i was really hurt when i found out my boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend, i felt suicide was the only way to make him care, but thankfully i realised that wasnt the answer and he wasnt worth me taking my life.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2001-08-16 03:42:47
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:51
Poem ID: 64428

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