So much has changed So damn much... God, why the hell am I like this? I don't like who I've come to be I don't like what he's made of me Why can't I trust anyone anymore? Why can't I just open up and have fun? Look what he's done to me Look who I've become Why won't everyone just leave me alone? Why does everyone have to care so much about me? I don't deserve all of you in my life I don't deserve any of you You all make it a point to remind me how beautiful I am Even though I can never see what you see You always try to talk me back into going for Miss Teen New Jersey again Tell me I should never have backed out Just for thinking that I wasn't pretty enough You all tell me that you love me Tell me that I make hanging out fun That I make you laugh No matter what happens And that I'm the sweetest, kindest person you've ever met Why lie to me? I hate myself So why do you all care?
Reason for writing:
im feeling out of it this week. no matter how much i try, i just cant be my usual self
Birth sign: Scorpio
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