It was cold that night when you showed up Told me to come with you or this relationship you would break up. Not wanting to lose you I agreed and went Unknowing of your hearts intent. You had a friend with you in the car Said you just wanted to go for a ride, not too far. I didn't think anything of it and I said all right Little did I know that later on I would be putting up a fight. On the way to wherever we were going you started talking about our relationship You said you were fearing that my feelings for you were starting to slip. I told you with all honesty that they were not And that's when you looked at me and the car stopped. You climbed into the back-seat and asked me to prove it Running your hands through my hair for a little bit. I told you no and then to your friend you looked It must have been the signal the begin the little plan you two had cooked. You grabbed my arms tightly and he turned up the radio He then locked the doors so I had no way to go. I was frightened then and looked you in the eyes You told me now was the time for my little surprise. You tried to get me down but I put up a struggle So you called on your buddy to help you smuggle. You finally got me down and ripped off my clothes While the whole time I struggled, screaming, telling you no. You paid no attention to me just kept up with your intention Your friend watching everything, quietly waiting for his intervention. When the two of you had finally been satisfied I made my move to run But the doors were still locked and I had no where to go and you said the night had only begun. I was tortured for the rest of the night while the two of you did your thing Screaming help, no hope for me, for no one did it bring. You drove me home in the early morning saying you were glad I had decided to come along And I have suffered for four years now, clinging to the night I did something wrong. You died a year later in a bad car wreck, giving me a little peace at last But you being gone still does no justice, it doesn't help heal the scars of the past.
Reason for writing:
I don't want sympathy. Theres just been a lot of rape talk going on around here lately and I thought I would share my experience.
Birth sign: Pisces
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