I made a list of guys tonight Not of guys whom I wish for But of guys who have caused me pain over the years The ones who have caused me to lock all my hearts doors. Beside them I made a list of reasons What they did to make me hurt so And to help you understand I suppose I'll write a little story So to you, my pain I can show. I once was in love with a guy named John He was my last love, the one I write about most of the time He wanted someone too perfect and that I could not be Being with him really made my stress level climb. Next was a guy by the name of Nick He told me that he had to go away for work but when he came back he would contact me I kept my promise and waited for him Soon to find out that what he told me was a lie and it couldn't be. Then was a guy by the name of Keith He said he loved me but always threatened to go back to a girl named Meg So I quickly told myself to just let him go And I wouldn't look back, no matter how much he would beg. Then was the guy named Matt I loved him and he knew it But he shoved me away, told me that he just couldn't take me And with that said, he blew it. Ryan was the next person who really comes to mind We talked all the time, day and night But then he got a job and found another girl No longer do I feel him holding me tight. David was my very first love A kindergarten kiddy love kinda thing But he came back my Junior year in high school We realized everything had changed and with that shadows to our friendship it did bring. Out of a list of thirty guys I put together I've only told you a little piece to six But with just those six they've caused enough pain To slow down my heart and how it ticks. You may think that I just blow things out of proportion But when it comes to love no pain can you forget You mind holds on and it just can't let go And some things your heart won't even permit.Birth sign: Pisces
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