Not Real

by ~Ms. Sarah~ - Cancer

I thought I had it all figured out
That this was the way love feels
But then someone brought it to my attention
that love doesnt hurt
But I didnt believe it
Cause it was all I'd ever known
That the pain I felt today
Would all be masked by the love tomorrow
That all the insults and jealous rages
Were a sign of your affection
I told myself over and over that you truly loved me
I made myself believe
I stayed cause I thought I'd never
find another that would love me for me
But what I didnt realize was that you didn't love me
You could care less
I was in love with a dream
A fantasy all in my mind
A hope-filled bubble that ending up bursting
All in a matter of time
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-08-19 01:58:58
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:52
Poem ID: 64471

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