As i Sit by this window looking out. I think of the past and what it used to be. i think of the present and what it is becoming and what a mess of some peoples lives. I think of how you could love someone with all your heart and he lies to you over and over again and all he does is say some simple words, why I could not see , he had no love for me ,for he was just using me in this game called love, like he is using everyone else as we speak. he played his game of controlling , why I mistake it for love. I wish I could get past this state of confusion ,where I can think of the aspects of my life and how to to make it better. where I can learn to love again instead of feeling pain. I found a friend but for how long will he stay in the wings and wait for me to love again or will he just go away. if he flys from this nest please give me a call to say bye you became that special friend someI could trust some one who could show me how to love again but if you fly away I can't be right so this is for that special person who can show me thur this state of confuision to the glories of love
Reason for writing:
I have a made a mess I have loved someone so deeply that he could not see just a little effort which he did not put in to it could have made it better he should have talked to me but didn't so now i found a friend and he is mad!!
Birth sign: Virgo
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