The End

by Mystyblu - Taurus


Looking at the bottle of sleeping pills 
25 count 
the question I ask, 
is it enough 

Time to stop breathing 
time for the pain to go away 
I worry, 
this will destroy my nephew 
 but as they say 
 time heals all wounds 
except for mine 

So very tired 
of the living 
want, no, 
desperately need 
love, 
so tired of getting 
rejected in men's eyes 
don't understand why, 
it isn't enough 
to be a good person 
you need to be a thin 
person, 
 i'm not. 

Will not change myself 
so society will want me 
 something is wrong with this picture 
swallowed 10 pills already 
feeling sleepy 

I'll write until i can write no more 
head is heavy 
wow, i feel peace 
i'm so scared 
but maybe, 
my soulmate is in heaven 
 and now i'll get to meet him 
swallowed the rest of the pills 
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Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 2001-08-21 00:12:34
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:52
Poem ID: 64498

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