Missing

by ~Ms. Sarah~ - Cancer

I'm missing my old life
The one where I was so blind
to the hurt in the world
I was oblivious to your lies
The world where my friends were great
I miss thinking my parents were wrong
That I knew it all
I didn't want to grow up
I never asked to be smart
I can't handle knowing my stress-free days are gone
I never knew living was so hard
Especially trying to survive as a teen
I'm tired of feeling empty
Right now I'm filled with sadness
My future looks so hopeless
I dont know where to turn
If only I was still young
and undaunted by fears
Ive failed at so much
I dont know if its really worth it
to try again

Reason for writing:

    High school, and my friends were being really crummy to me and my b/f broke-up with me and I was failing math and I just felt like nothing was going for me. I wanted so badly to give-up, but I stuck it out and now I have great friends and my math grade improved and I dont need a man to be happy!    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-08-21 01:04:03
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:52
Poem ID: 64500

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