i don't know what it feels like to not be able to associate with whoever i feel like i don't know what it feels like to be super tough :P i don't know what it feels like to claim a gang as my family i don't know what it feels like to kill someone because they came on turf that isn't mine i don't know the life of a thug what its like to get money to go to prison every once in a while to give up my life so some asshole can stay out of prison to lose my freedom because i did something illegal to never feel free, to always have to look over my shoulder i don't know what it feels like to run from the police, get arrested and get life in a hellhole because i did it for this dickhead and i don't know what its like to have my mother standing over my gravestone crying because i was killed for living the life of a thug.
Reason for writing:
most of the male members of my family are gang members. i wrote this poem because they don't know im gay and they ask me why am i not a gang member.
Birth sign: Aries
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