hiv

by Chanel - Virgo

unprotected im always
in the need 

   im constantly paranoid
            my mind set un free
                    did it break or did it not
                         i should already know the answer
       
while little white things
        swim inside of me
                  i wait for the results 

                     i hope positivley 
                             negative would be a joy to my ears
        but i know
                 thats not what im going to hear

                        the doctor comes to tell me im 
                                   POSITIVE
                                            for hiv

i think of who could have infected me
or who i blew the death breath on
                          
                             hiv is what i have
                                   im just counting the days till i die

til my pain flows out of my body
                       and my aids resides 




Reason for writing:

    im not infected but it would suck if i was    

Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2001-08-24 16:10:04
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:54
Poem ID: 64593

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