as i sit here with blade in hand , i wonder will this pain inside ever come to an end ? i feel so worthless like ive blown up the whole world , i wonder do i have a purpose or am i just a blur ? as the blade cuts the skin i feel the pain from deep within again . i've become numb to the pain for i deel with it so often i wish i could have the one i wnat with me , i would feel so awesome . as the blood flows freely i shed one single tear , wondering why my angels voice i am not able to hear ? i hope it all gets better for i cant go on without her , untill it does if life last's it will all be one big blur . i want to stop the pain and bring it to an end , so the blade across the throught is were it all must end . iwant the pain to end , so our marriage and happiness can begin . i hope to live again and be happy soon , for if i dont these suicidal tendencies will bring it all to an end much to soon!!!!!!!!
Reason for writing:
confusion , worry , insecurity , self pitty
Birth sign: Pisces
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