I'm sitting here with a saddened heart Feeling like I'll always be apart From all the others and the rest Never even getting close to the best I can try really hard To never let down my guard But when again the times get bad And I start feeling very sad I cant hold back the tears I cry Thinking I'm no good, I should die Who needs a loser like me Who will never be as good as they can be I try to look toward a happier place But then I feel the dark embrace Of a powerful demon taking souls And once again I forget my goals They say try, try if you dont succeed But I'm all ready watching my wrists bleed If I need a note, this I'll leave My family members please dont grieve In the end this was best They all put my will power to the test They were all right I wouldnt live another night of this pain and sorrow Knowing I'd have to face tomorrow I'm a failure, a disappointment, a disgrace too I dont deserve to look at you Your pretty faces all shiny pink It sure does make you think...Birth sign: Cancer
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