feeling of joy , feelings of pain , here come al these feelings again. like a tidal wave rushing in beating againts the shore , i really dont understand what al these feelings are for . some of joy , some of sadness , some of hope , some of madness , as i try to sort all these fellings from within , i feel its a fight that with only ones help can i win . i sometimes feel alone and wonder why i try , then i clear my mind and see the stars in an angels eyes . as i sit here so many miles away , my love for her and her magic ways help get me throught the day . i often wonder what to do or why to try , then i realize , the love we have for each other wont let either one of us let it die. so it keeps on raging , like a fire out of control , and when my angel is with me at the alter , i will have learned my role . i know i have a purpose , thiugh not sure what it is , i need her strength , guidance , wisdom , and love which are the reasoms why i live . this is a true story for i hope you all can see , this isnt a bunch of bullshit this is really me . i often wonder about these feelings , will they ever ever end , i really hope they subcide so our happiness can begin .
Reason for writing:
a special guardian angel who is longing to be helped , i dont know what to do for her so i cant deal with myself. please help me help my angel
Birth sign: Pisces
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