Finding Love

by ~Ms. Sarah~ - Cancer

I dont want to walk down this path again, this road
This winding, curving, twisted road of relationships
When I think I want to start it again I am jaded by the fact that I might get hurt again
and this pain wont fade, my heart wont heal and
Its not something I want to face, I'm scared
Actually terrified to give my heart again
To put so much faith in a thing thats 
so uncertain as to the outcome
I want to believe in love, I want to open my
emotions to someone, I need to let down this wall that
I built up and live again
Not stuck in the same sad place being reminded of
the sorrow and heartache I felt
That someone had given to me by throwing the love I had
given him right back in my face
Shattering my dreams and breaking down my self-confidence
No more will I cry, I cant stand the tears
I need to pick myself up and start back on my
journey to find love
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-08-28 16:38:26
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:55
Poem ID: 64646

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