if i didn't feel so guilty...

by Antwan Fields - Aries

i wish i could be more like octavious
doesn't care what anyone else thinks, doesn't mind
i wish i didn't feel so guilty for enjoying life
and they look at me on the street and i keep my eyes downcast
gee, what a concept, i should dream
and get to drinking and feeling sad
and dream of days and nights past
and around the sun comes the moon, could you have any luck
by feeling life, put up, don't give a fuck
nothing shall escape my sight, not my desolation nor your happiness that my life is shit
or that guilt racks my body and by the way, thanks for
wishing that id die. or that i would just want to die
all shall fall, i shall make you pay
for games that you played with me during the day
im too afraid of watching you, so i'll turn away
and go be someone else's whore.

Reason for writing:

    sarcasm. pure and total sarcasm. when someone gives you a dirty look when you walk by them. thats the basis of this poem.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-08-28 19:03:50
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:55
Poem ID: 64655

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