A soul full of winter

by er - Gemini

A speck beyond the moon...
A lesion of time.
 I wonder who I am...
What am I to find.
 Sleep used to be my long time friend...
It is lost to the stars, my days never end.
 The meds. I am given should awaken me...
Yet, I feel the same, I'm still not me.
 To reach out and touch the softness of my skin...
To reach out and feel that I am whole again.
 People do try to speak to my soul...
Why can't they just leave me alone?
 Nobody knows what it feels to be me...
I wish I were here, hapless and free.
 But, I am not here, my thoughts are lost...
Someday I will melt, with the cold winters frost...

Reason for writing:

    Not my best, but it doesn't matter...my mind's turned to mush right now.    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2001-08-31 02:27:15
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:56
Poem ID: 64719

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