forGivE me faTher f0r i HavE sinNed

by c h an e l - Virgo

forgive me father for i have decieved
broken every rule in your peaceful harmony

thought of myself and no others besides
now im ashamed to show what i have inside
 
this time when i lay me down to sleep
 i hope and  pray the lord my soul to keep

because this my be my last breath tonight
and what second chance do i have to make it right

i killed just for my life to stay the way it is
a life taken so short must be a sin

he came at an unexpected time in my life
what was i supposed to do otherwise

its not like the father wanted him around
i dont care by who he was supposed to be found

short labor in the hospital i quickly fled
i ran and didnt think about what i was doing istead

i wrapped him in a newspaper and thru him in the dump
i didnt want any attachments to this person i didnt love

several weeks later i watched the news
the newsreporter found my baby ohh too soon 

soon the cops came knocking at my door
"is this your baby, i said not anymore

all i had was pain and tears for what i did
because of me my only child is dead

forgive me father for i have sinned
i killed my baby before his life could even begin


Reason for writing:

    i dont know.. it just sort of flowed out. hope you guys like it..    

Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2001-09-03 22:03:15
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:58
Poem ID: 64801

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