and this is how it is

by Antwan Fields - Aries

my boyfriend turned out to be a hustler
i wasn't really surprised
i keep falling in love

i left james because i never saw him
and i fell for juan
then i met amis
and i still carry a torch for angel
and don't ask me how i feel about jimmy.

jesse laughs at me because i seek what i can't have
rick tells me what ive done wrong
nothing

i won't leave juan
i won't give him up
but he is a bit angry

and worrying about who's my friend and who isn't
is tiring me out
im afraid to live and afraid im going to die
afraid i'll never find someone who loves me
no one who's a little like me

and with every day, every night, every sunrise
i remain forever in a bind
forever in doubt
forever blind.

Reason for writing:

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Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-09-06 18:37:07
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:44:59
Poem ID: 64851

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