i find myself walking home after the dawn it has hit me what happened,what was done to me its something that will never be done again to go up to my boyfriend and claim that someone else is my lover hurts me badly and makes me want to kill trusting my friend with my deepest thought the pain ive gone through but never wrought i trusted, trusted, trusted you with what i have sought! i have to swallow a bitter, jagged little pill trusting a friend, something i shouldn't have done cost me who i wanted, the only one but i must confess, fidelity is not in my blood tumbling headlong in the mist and the mud all the blood rushed to my head i trused a friend, what the hell, im dead and i cringe because i put too much in you, and its dead, my trust as such drowning pools of acid inside my mind is it my fault i chose a hustler, as the one i would find?? yes, i kiss him when i see him, and again when we part i trusted a friend with a secret and it almost cost me my heart.
Reason for writing:
when i first met juan, my ex-friend and ex-boyfriend tried to drive us apart. mmm-mmm. nothing like finding out your boyfriends a hustler to hurt you that much.
Birth sign: Aries
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