introduced me to the stripper life found some friends and got paid as i was changing into my costume saw my friend sniffing crack cocaine i stopped in my tracks and glared a long moment of akward silence drew i gasped in disbelief and disgust but she held my hand and led me through just plug your nose to one side and snort hard and fast in straight lines your nose might bleed a little while but the effect will start to form in time she let me hit about 3 lines and told me she could get my own i just paid 50 after some tips never knew it would get out of control when i felt the high coming on my world turned into bright colors i couldnt see my life slipping away cared more about coke than others when i was high i danced better i got tipped furiously at night i was a diffrent person those times a mask of crack as my disguise i was a junkie/ stripper joke i loved him more than anything he carressed my lungs when i smoked it he showed his power in my nose bleeds started coming in larger amounts more bang for the buck i suppose never knew i could do too much never knew any1 who died of an overdose i snorted the whole bag in one night didnt even save any for tomorrow the high was such a great impact my head pounded from each ear lobe when the blood spread onto my finger tips and i knew this wasnt an ordinary nose bleed i quickly fled to the bathroom mirror my face a withered nothing was what i could see the moment when you can say goodbye that last breath that youre able to inhale the minute before you realize your life has been marked with a big red "fail" my hand slipping in slow motion as my body dropped to the floor my very last blink came with terror my body still craving even more crack cocaine was my killer two faced in every way or another i saw only the better part of it my life no diffrent from the next junkie other
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