Im just trying to live this life I didnt want you to pay the price My misery controling everything Please dont pity me Its just some things That make it hard to breath Take deep breaths and the tears take over me so sorry i know im weak Im just lost on my own with nowhere that feels like home Im so sad im so scared some days i dont feel like me i look in the mirror and i dont see how it used to be cant even reconize the person staring back lighting ciggerates and smoking my way to death trying to find new ways to get fucked up Im just trying to live a worhtless life Just trying to find something that feels right Crying myself to sleep everynight is getting old This time i think ill fold Take a look around and find the razor on the ground Howd it get there i dont know But i see what damage i have done Hating myself my body my mind so much And look i didnt even cut my wrist right So stupid and to scared to succeed Look at the ugliness that is me
Reason for writing:
Doink i dont know
Birth sign: Aquarius
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