What I am Missing

by Nicole M. - Gemini

Coming home at nine in the morning
Visiting a friend and his benefits
Another one has been sucked into the light
She told my machine
She's engaged...
First and foremost
There's joy....for her and her happiness
And then I acknowledge
What I am missing.
She's following three others and
Another is close 
So now it's just me
With no possiblity
Of joining their happy regime.
All the short term gratification
From the meaningless sentiments
and sexual acts
I realize what I am missing-
Trying to figure out
Why I keep denying myself
With these quick fixes.
Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2001-09-23 21:37:00
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:05
Poem ID: 65093

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