I wonder where the little girl i used to be went to All i know is she was replaced by you I thought that i could make you leave Only now i realize i was decieved You have consumed my soul as well as me I look in the mirror but don't really see You have tainted my vision killed my heart Your tearing my body apart I think i love you But thats what you want me to do You feed my mind with lies I scream but you stifle my cries You have won i believe i will never be good enough again And to put food in my body is a sin So now of my life you are a part I am sure until death do i part
Reason for writing:
It is about my life dealing with a eating disorder. I write in hope of it helping me recover so I can have a new life without the fear of not being good enough.
Birth sign: Taurus
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