What you did Was not bad Nor was it something to regret doing I could never be more grateful than having someone like you come help me in my time of need Even though, at the time, I didn't know that what you had done was the right thing No, you weren't there most of the time That's true You changed the subject when I needed to be serious And you prevented me sometimes from having time alone to figure out things for myself But what I needed most You gave And that was a second chance at living; I died that day- The day that everything happend I completely died But after that day I've become alive I've learned how to live to the best I could I apologise for the hurt that I have given you this past year There are no excuses to say Tt killed me Still does To look at you and see what I have done I blame myself most of the time But I know now, that it wasn't my fault for what he did to me That I couldn't have helped the way that I felt afterwards That I couldn't have changed the fact that I seriously wanted to die I can't change what happened I can't change the past so that he wouldn't have hurt me and I can't mend a friendship that was torn because of it all I just wish I hadn't of lost you.
Reason for writing:
A broken friendship
Birth sign: Scorpio
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