I NEVER I never saw you just came in my life I didn't sense evil around me Slowly you put your thounghts inside of me Look at myself in the mirror and ask who is that No don't think your pretty because your not Sit ups, push ups, and running almost done No I am not hungry I feel kind of sick No I ate earlier Come on they believed the lies you told On the scale no not not there You make me see who I am You feel the void you give me control You love me and feel my needs I never suspected something evil was lurking around me No you never left a single clue I thought my thoughts were my own No I am not skinny enough yet I never thought I was hurting myself You made me believe it was okay to starve You showed me the way to purge You showed the way to feel good And then you help me ease to my pain Now you let me see how bad food is I never knew what you would leave me with I never thought I was in danger You held my mind as your sole prisoner You trapped me inside you won't let me out You won't leave now you have power You left me with nothing you have it al I look but I am no longer here You have left me void of truth You have left me with lies You knew what your doing You have won you have taken my strength to fight You are the demon who consumed me with one whisper You have decieved You make me weaker by the day. You won't let me give up You keep pushing me You want me to die for you And I know I will
Reason for writing:
Just out hoplessness this is how I feel some days about my life and the chances of me surviving this disease.
Birth sign: Taurus
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