For once

by ~Ms. Sarah~ - Cancer

For once I thought I had something real
Something true to call my own
I thought this time you were the one
That suddenly I had been blessed
But like always that wasnt the case
And of course you were too good to be true
I should have known better
After all Ive been through
You'd think I was an expert at telling
the good ones from the liars
But I constantly fall in love with the wrong ones
Love makes me blind
It reaches in my brains and pulls out 
all of the common sense
I'm nieve and gullible when it comes to relationships
I believe sweet words and praise
I hear the same lines over and over
But it never clicks in my mind
I want so badly to be in love
I search for it everywhere I go
I dont let it come to me
And maybe thats the reason I cant find it
For once I felt happy
And comfortable and myself
But then he went and changed on me
I didnt recognize him at all
He wasnt the guy I first met
The one I had grown to love
So regretfully I had to end it
Tell him good-bye and try to move on
Try to move forward towards something better
For once I thought I could stop looking
That this time the love was real
The love was mutual and great
But once again that wasnt the outcome
Im alone again, a little bit sad again
And still looking for... the one
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-09-30 01:08:00
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:08
Poem ID: 65221

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