The First Time Today

by Picoman - Aries

I hear the screams of millions
Ringing out in my head
Is it such a crime 
To wish you were dead

For the first time today I know who I am 
It's all fine because nobody gives a fucking damn
I may be unique and in my own class
But inside I am dead, never could be like the living
Incaged in a world that is so unforgiving

But I don't let it get me down
I throw rage in everyone's face
Spit on your grave, piss on your soul
So that you will know I am always in control

The days are so long that I vomit
How much longer can I take this shit
Ever second of life takes a piece of me
Recycled it out and reguvinated into insanity
When I see through eyes not my own
Then you'll know when to kill the clone

For the first time today I know who I am 
It's all fine because nobody gives a fucking damn
I may be unique and in my own class
But inside I am dead, never could be like the living
Incaged in a world that is so unforgiving

Suicide a cowards way out
Never going to die by my own hand
It will the hand of a gutless other
On the other end of the trigger
Show me what I am made of

For the first day I know who I am 
Not like you, different than the first two
Human in skin, different in brain
All with motive to keep from going sane
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-10-04 08:16:40
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:09
Poem ID: 65282

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