Any Idea What Its Like?

by Antwan Fields - Aries

do you have any idea what its like to be hit in the face with a belt?
can you have any idea what its like to love boys?
and them not knowing it?
any idea of being afraid of your father finding out his son, who he molded in his own image
loves to fuck guys?
any idea whatsoever?
that your youngest son prefers guys over girls?
of the pain it causes him
it isn't what some people say is confusion
its homosexuality with a capital H
and does it make a difference to them what i want?
to fear that i can't live life my way?
and this is just one day in the life of antwan fields
who wants but to please the one i love
and yet i feel somewhat low
because i have nowhere to take you 
can't take you home, my sister would get upset and there would be a big argument
could i go home with you? fat chance
this is the life of antwan fields
want to know what its like???
IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-10-08 21:26:56
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:10
Poem ID: 65361

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