love's difficulty

by Antwan Fields - Aries

i held him last night and i thought that it would be fate
he's perfect, and i hope i'm not being obstructive
but i'm on cloud nine
its less than destructive
after floating around forever
maybe acting too clever
being buried in the sand, acting like i knew everyone's hand
despising life playing russian roulette and walking away before the snake eye
looks directly at me and than i die
and i'm falling for him and yet i feel so far away
i don't know but i'll try it anyway
and i am going downtown
and yes i'll still be around.

Reason for writing:

    this one is about terrence. three weeks ago, rose and i went the way of the buffalo. so that ends that.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2001-10-12 17:33:09
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:11
Poem ID: 65405

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