(the beginning music to down with the sickness by disturbed begins to play) blown up deep in my young young life to end up like them i won't steal don't make me out to be something in my vein (and then you gave it to me) and then i see you look at me, realize maybe i'm too young to have such a look of disdain (and then you gave it to me) i stare into the mirror hoping but then my look just scares me the desperation scares me i can see my insides as i die sit up, watch me fight all the nation sit up, watch me fight all the nation sit up, watch me fight all the nation stop crying, feed me me your desperation sit up, watch me fight all the nation sit up watch me fight all the nation sit up, watch me fight all the nation the insanity rises up and catches me in its web i think of the sickness they say lies inside me the mentality of depravity in my mind the deafness of the high ground of morality the morals i used to have have all been left behind (and when you gave it to me) it seems the changes that you made have all come down on your head all come down on your head its too late for you now you went in the desperation (chorus) and then i dreamed AND THEN I DREAMED OF DESPERATION!! (chorus up until last line) i pick the gun up, place it to my head!
Reason for writing:
disturbed's down with the sickness...and my own life of lovesearching.
Birth sign: Aries
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