Confusion

by fay - Cancer

I thought I knew what I wanted in life, then you came and showed me a new life that is fun and I enjoy.

You knew i was engaged but that did not stop you, your love shown through and you told me.  Now i dont know what to do.

So now I am torn between two very special people.
The one makes me feel so wanted and special, 
the other I know feels a true love for me, but I no longer know if I love them back due to my confusion.

I am killing myself trying to decide between the two.
I don’t have any clue of what I should be doing

Everyone tells me to follow my heart, but I feel my heart no longer exists due to past relationships.
It is already torn out and smashed all over the floor.

Should I stay with the one who has a true love for me and I am to get married to in 9 months or be happy and go with a dear friend who means everything to me?

I am so confused.

Reason for writing:

    Relationship problems I am engaged but have fallen in love with a close friend and dont know which road to take.    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-10-30 15:20:11
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:14
Poem ID: 65575

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