Xomious Goo

by Nicole M. - Gemini

If i could physically write 
Without my mind getting in the way
I  would be better
Or would i?
I can't do it-
How do you uncontrol yourself?
I feel like I'm constantly in a fit
Ramming myself against the walls of my sanity
Knowing that it's there
but as soon as I try to find it
It disappears, and I still know
I could have captured it
if I had never of acknowledged it-
My lucidity drives my crazy
Always stopping and forcing everything that passes through it
Saying what if and hows this-
Haults something that would rather just come
But it can't because i have an idea
And hands and perseption and stupidity
Contaminating it
Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2001-10-31 13:44:52
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:15
Poem ID: 65608

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