just what i do

by lost - Cancer

It's just what i do.
to get over this greiving of the heart,
I cling to someone else so i dont fall apart,
to forget about what i shared with him,
I find a new man and let him in,
I dont know how to let everything out,
without the urge to just kill myself,
so I will jump from one man to the next,
just to save this pittiful neck,
I will not cry for him for more than a day,
or it will lead to taking my life away,
I will pretend this new love excells all the others,
and when it ends I will not run for cover,
I will find someone to take his place again,
even though i know all i really need is a friend.

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Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-11-05 04:41:23
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:16
Poem ID: 65662

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