*My Heart*

by ~Ms. Sarah~ - Cancer

I started out so sweet and innocent
Now the world is turning my heart to black
I've been influenced by all the 
corruption of society, I'm afraid it
might never turn back
I'm scared I'll lose faith in people
Then my own promises I'll break
I'll stop caring, I'll quit loving
All because of the evil things people say
Around me, Im surrounded by heartless actions and hatred
It feels like someone has taken all of
the air out of my lungs
Someone has stolen all of the hope that
I used to always keep inside
I was so sure of who I was
Now people have me doubting myself
To be so frightened by others
That I never believe in them anymore would be
such an awful thought
I started out so sweet and innocent
I can't let my heart get cold
I can't let people change who I am
I know deep down I'm a good person
Lately I find myself saying horrible
things and thinking bad thoughts
I wish all the hating would stop
If only I knew how to make it go away
I dont understand this world
Or why were hurting ourselves
Theres no respect left
No time to care
We've abandoned our families
We've forgotten how to share
We push people aside
We push people down while we reach the top
We struggle to survive and never stop to
help those less fortunate than ourselves
We start out small and reach the peak, only
to forget where we came from and those
who gave so much to make sure we got there
I close my eyes, I can't stand to watch these
injustices any longer...
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2001-11-06 00:01:00
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:45:16
Poem ID: 65671

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