Jail
by Desiree - Virgo
Confined to your jail cell
like jack in the box,
because you stole their belongings,
now they've changed their locks,
I thought you'd learn the first time
when you went behind bars,
for simply violating parole,
I was wrong, and you're left with scars....
Now you have a record that won't
ever be swiped clean,
and the local officers,
define you as "the worst they've ever seen."
You broke in there house
took their furniture, T.V and money,
grabbed their stereo system etc...
I bet you now you don't think it's funny,
As you sit in total confinement,
with nothing but walls to stare at,
I hope "Bubba" is quite horny
and wants to get a little of that... (if you know what I mean)
Some just don't learn,
and their actions will repeat,
released back into society,
with only them-selves to defeat.
Please Don't Speak
by Desiree - Virgo
Enlighten me
with your smile,
from a distance
perhaps a mile,
Let me admire
your gentle face,
as if it were
Your lips so full
probably delicious,
raspberry red
soft and lucious,
please don't come
so close to me,
I just want to look
from afar constantly,
I don't want you to speak,
for you'll ruin what I see.
Fishing (you'll love it, girls)
by Desiree - Virgo
I went fishing
and it reminded me,
of the game you play
with wanting me,
putting a lure
on your pole,
casting it out
to get what's in my soul,
just to use me
for the competition,
winning that trophy
to show off in the sun,
but I'm not bait
nor that bass,
I'm the fisherman
that's not after your ass,
and there's more fish
in my sea,
so that's why I'm
setting you free.
2 apples and a worm (please respond)
by Desiree - Virgo
You're the despicable,selfish,green worm,
that burrows its way into my lucious red apple,
tasting the sweetness that I produce,
but only taking a little portion, a small sample,
and leaving the rest of me to rot and decay slowly,
for no one wants to choose the decomposed one,
when the other fruit sits fresh and untouched,
upon the market shelf, with the sale thats just begun,
you tortured me, then left me deprived of opportunity,
As you moved on to another, gnawing a hole in her,
until you devoured and took her sweetness for granted,
and just like me she became wretched and bitter.
A Man With No Heart
by Desiree - Virgo
A thief and a vagabond has stolen
All that's of precious value,
And has left me to rot and deteriorate
In his words spoken untrue.
My pride and dignity lost...
Like memorable pictures engulfed in flame,
My body impregnated unexpectedly
And of course I'll take the blame.
My mind frazzled with chaotic torment
That he has bestowed upon me,
Never shall I forget his insulting tongue
Nor his tauntful mouth consumed of hypocrisy.
Persistent rumors floating magically in the air
As if I weren't clever enough to know by whom,
Inevitable destruction shall occur and overcome
For he condemned me, and I'll deliver the doom.
His despicable ways degrade my worth
And never did I deserve to receive such treatment,
Am I suppose to feel remorse where he failed,
With his poor behavior, am I to repent?
I lie soundlessly awake at night
With thoughts racing through my mind,
Wondering what to say in years to come:
"Child of mine, Daddy's not so kind?"
A Man With No Heart
by Desiree - Virgo
A thief and a vagabond has stolen
All that's of precious value,
And has left me to rot and deteriorate
In his words spoken untrue.
My pride and dignity lost...
Like memorable pictures engulfed in flame,
My body impregnated unexpectedly
And of course I'll take the blame.
My mind frazzled with chaotic torment
That he has bestowed upon me,
Never shall I forget his insulting tongue
Nor his tauntful mouth consumed of hypocrisy.
Persistent rumors floating magically in the air
As if I weren't clever enough to know by whom,
Inevitable destruction shall occur and overcome
For he condemned me, and I'll deliver the doom.
His despicable ways degrade my worth
And never did I deserve to receive such treatment,
Am I suppose to feel remorse where he failed,
With his poor behavior, am I to repent?
I lie soundlessly awake at night
With thoughts racing through my mind,
Wondering what to say in years to come:
"Child of mine, Daddy's not so kind?"
Mumbo-Jumbo of the Twisted Mind
by Desiree - Virgo
You prefer a coincidental meeting
for perhaps a cup of coffee,
what kind of attributed intelligence is this,
I ask my-self, quite disturbed,
dissassembled thoughts cross
my disastrous, yet loathsome mind,
trying to comprehend this motive,
Coffee?
sarcastically I think aloud:
ohhh nooo!! coffee?
yeah, I just love the aroma,
never before did you attempt
to show any form of graditude,
what may the purpose of this action be now,
when I'd rather cut my head off with cleavers,
before I ever were to sit content with you,
Coffee?
I'd enjoy the hot, steamy liquid,
poured on your evil, corrupt face,
so it bubbles up with blisters,
I don't even like coffee, you dumb bitch,
the flavor is too complex and bitter,
and the caffeine level is to high for me,
So say I sit at a table with you,
drinking what discusts me most,
possibly would you gather the gossip,
and pass it on to another, so carelessly?
Gossip?
Yeah, the idle talk or rumor
of my personal or private affairs,
Could it be that the time is drawing near,
and you feel the need to be so kind,
well of course it would be for your benefit,
too bad you're the sister of a stupid brother,
Maybe if YOU were sweet like tea,
than I'd take the time to accompany you.
First Love
by Desiree - Virgo
When our song
comes on the radio,
it takes me back
to when I loved you so,
I start to reminisce
about the good old days,
when you'd gently kiss me
and please me in many ways,
I can't believe I went
and through it all away,
some where along the lines
I must have gone astray,
You were my first for everything
first love, first kiss, first date,
but when you left for the military
I guess I didn't have patience to wait,
I blame my-self now
for letting you go so easily,
I'm so sorry, I really am,
that's why I think of you constantly,
I hear you're doing great,
you're married, have a baby on the way,
It hurts like hell to say this,
but I wish you luck anyway.
Fake Smile
by Desiree - Virgo
See this smile
upon my face,
slightly crooked
with elegant grace?
It covers the truth
with great simplicity,
hiding how I feel,
showing no empathy,
Your intentions were
of hurting me,
and it worked,
I feel pain tremendously,
but I smiled
indicating pleasure,
and the pain
amounts to no measure,
Your words cut so deep
slashing my heart into two,
I have one question:
what did I ever do to you?
I wanted to ask that
but I never did,
I just smiled as I walked away,
and inside I felt timid.
I remember... comment please
by Desiree - Virgo
I remember them jamming,
forcing this complex instrument
way up in side my interior,
and warm fluid gushing
in puddles all around me,
walking the hospital halls
all afternoon,
showering just to help ease
my consistent pain,
but the water pressure beating
upon my stomach
never helped much anyhow,
I was never so scared
as when she placed me
back upon that bed,
with my legs spread
as wide as eagles wings,
and placed monitors
across my tummy,
and told me I was
eight mm dialated,
I remember that there
was this burning sensation
that wouldn't go away,
I could feel my vaginal walls
spreading, ripping open,
tearing, swelling,
increasing in size,
but I never screamed once,
"A tough girl like me
can take it,"
well that's what I kept
telling myself anyways,
They gave me staydol
to help relieve
my excruciating pain,
I'd recommend that drug
to anyone, I really would!
That's how great it is.
I remember watching television
some cooking show infact,
and laughing,
during the middle
of the birthing process,
ohh sweet staydol
ohh how I love you much,
four hours and nine minutes
pushing, and choving
squinting and squeezing
humming he hees and who's,
was all it took for me,
and when they placed
my son on my chest
is when I bursted out
crying tears of joy,
cause this tough girl did it,
and now she's a mommy,
they took him away
to weigh him
and to fix me up,
I remember saying
my clitoris needs stitches
I just know it does,
It's on fire!
and sure enough she agreed,
one stitch to my clit
and one on my vaginal wall,
I remember babbling on
about how I'm never
going to be orgasmic again,
My midwife assured me
I would...
but I highly doubted it,
6 weeks later
I impatiently awaited
to see if I could again,
So after we were done
fucking like rabbits,
I jumped up and down on the
spring loaded mattress
screaming excitingly
with my hands bouncing
all around,
"my clitoris works,
it really does!!!"
Four Leaf Clover
by Desiree - Virgo
He has you fathoming
and bathing your-self
in his own selfish desires,
It is not love
nor your inner beauty
but the body he requires,
He'll devour
your self worth
please open your eyes,
taking and taking more
is exactly what he'll do,
don't hide in disguise,
search it all over
atleast listen to what I have to say,
get out before it's too late,
before he strangles
your words and feeling,
leaving you, as the only one to hate,
turn it all around
so he feels sorry,
or it'll reoccur all over
and you'll regret
not being lucky
like that four leaf clover.
Hydrogen Peroxide
by Desiree - Virgo
So many times
you turned the tables,
forcing me to believe
that it was my fault
you'd throw hurtful accusations
and expect me to walk away,
and I would eventually
but for good, never to return,
later you'd show up with apologies
and stupidly I would except
after repeatively saying no,
you're like a disease
always coming back
when I least expect you to,
I can't seem
to get rid of you
no matter how hard I try,
and I love you
don't get me wrong,
but you have side affects
that hurt like hell,
you eat away at my heart
and you think it's ok
cause it benefits you,
and it makes me so sick
how you regurgitate
a chunk of my generosity,
a chunk of my compassion,
and a chunk of my security
because all of those qualities
I possess excessively
and your body can't handle that,
you attempt to swallow them
digest them completely
but it's too much for you
you hold on to just a little,
enough that you can control me with
and puke up what's left,
so I guess that's why
I hold my heart in my hand,
sorry you had little power over that!
well I decided I'm finally through,
maybe if I drink
a bottle of hydrogen peroxide,
the infection will stay away!!!
Photosynthesis (what do ya think?)
by Desiree - Virgo
@-->----
You're not a challenge to me anymore
You have nothing I want or need,
I've been there and you sucked the life out of me
Like a scraggily, wilted weed,
Struggling and fighting for that flood
To come and saturate its roots,
But it never comes before getting trampled all over
By those thick treaded boots,
But I'm better now without you,
I'm more like a beautiful flower,
And you can't take that beauty from me
Cause this time I have more power,
I have goals and aspirations
So I can steal back my sunlight,
And maybe when things change
Then I'll do what's right,
I'll take all your imperfections, your flaws
Your weaknesses and your carbon monoxide,
And exchange them with you someday for the good, the oxygen,
So later when you say I helped you through, I can at least say I
tried.
Katie
by Desiree - Virgo
Are you apprehensive of losing affection or position
Or fearfully wary of being supplanted?
Sorry that you're so resentful because of my attainments,
I didn't think that was necessary, for we are related,
I sense the friction made up of jealousy,
that you have always possessed towards me.
I guess you'll always remain as envious as you appear,
For I by far, have the best qualities of our family,
And is that my fault that I overlook
every aspect of you as an individual,
and go on with my life as if you didn't exist,
Because I'm tired of this prearranged duel
That you so eagerly created amongst us?
Years have gone by and I thought
you'd grow out of this undeveloped stage,
and put down those barbies that you bought,
for that was long ago when we argued about them,
You think materialistic things improved your personality?
Cousin, you had better think again,
And try to stay persistently in reality!!!!
grains of sand
by Desiree - Virgo
On your finger
place a grain of sand,
blow it off gently
so it falls back to land,
look for that same particle
search all over the ground,
but I can reassure you
that it'll never be found,
Emagine we are the dirt
that's lost forever more,
blending in with all others
that lie among the shore.
Reason for writing:
Some really old poems that I wrote a wicked long time
ago. Erica Hughes, JJames and many others along with myself
used to post here often. I can't seem to find any of them
that used to be regulars here on this site. Just thinking about
them influenced me to go through some of my old poetry.
I really would like to hear what you all think so feel free
to comment whether good or bad.
Birth sign: Virgo
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