...suddenly life becomes silent,
nothing moves,
my mind is spinning in circles.
i have no idea what i am thinking...
slowly i dive into a lake of misery,
i can't hear anything,
i am blinded by an overdose of shame.
i have no idea where i am going...
constantly i have flashbacks,
the pain and desperation,
floods through my confused mind.
i have no idea when i will hit the bottom...
black fills my head,
thunder rolls and lightning strikes,
it seems to be RAINING IN MY HEAD.
i have no idea who will help me...
...suddenly it all stops...
i hear music...
it soothes me...
...eases the pain and desperation...
...it gets dark, i stop panicing..............
...........all ends............
Reason for writing:
well, it is all from my inspirtational singer/songwriter...Aaron Lewis of StAiND. He is so amazing and when i am frustrated and panicy...i put his CD in and all just seems to end.
...Siempre llueve en mi cabeza...
Birth sign: Leo
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